I definitely had to respond to this daily writing prompt as I just realized the date is 12-17-2023.
As some may know, I was supposed to be completing the end of my 9th semester on this day. Unfortunately, due to personal circumstances, I was not able to successfully accomplish that. This year has been officially a year where I learned more about myself and I know I/we say that every year, but this year has definitely been a true an eye-opener and lesson for me.
Back to the prompt topic…
The way I pictured my life last year was nothing like how it’s going right now. I did not think I was going to be going to all of these doctors visits from the gastroenterologist, ENT doctor, even continuous visits with my PCP. I even honestly didn’t think that I would be doing this ALL ALONE without a partner by my side. However, I am very grateful I am regaining my mental & emotional independence, self-love, and worth (something I’ve lost throughout my years due to a toxic relationship).
I truly believe that God works in mysterious ways and everything that I have been through this year has made me wiser, stronger, and served it’s purpose in regards to my life. I’ve learned so much and I can truly sit here with the ability to reflect on what I’ve gone through and say that I LEARNED from these lessons. I see my mistakes. I see what I am capable of. I see how strong I am. I see that I don’t give up. I see that my prayer got stronger, too.
So, even though I pictured my life would be completely different from last year on 12-17-2022.
I am thankful for where I am today.